It has been 1 semester...
This is the first semester spent without you around. I don't know how different it has been. Lonelier definitely, especially when I go for my astronomy lecture. All the facts I learnt about the planets, and especially the telescope, I wished so much to share with you. If you had been with me I would definitely asked you to crash lecture with me, just to share my fascination.I've been walking home from school more regularly this semester. My stamina has kinda increased a little, cos I didn't perspire as much as before already. If you were still around you would have asked me to walk more, or run, and then I'll get annoyed with you cos you're nagging again.
My loneliest moment is still the exam period. I miss having you beside me while I studied. I did appreciate you coming down all the way, with nothing to do, just to accompany me while I studied. I appreciated it before - it's just that I appreciate a lot more now. And when I'm dozing off you'll ask me to take power naps and wake me up later. When I get tired you'll rub my neck because I've been looking down so often. I couldn't go to the benches this sem cos there's no one to take care of my stuff (hehe). And I thank you for running all across to the engineering to get dinner - my chicken mcnuggets. =) Despite not going out on movies and stuff you still had to spend so much money.
I wouldn't say that my studies weren't affected because of what happened. 'Cause I ended up indulging in movies so as not to think about it - and I just got lazy and too addicted to watching movies after that. I've almost missed deadlines so many times, and mostly my work are last minute. I think my grades will suffer this semester. I just thank God at least I didn't have a full breakdown.
In the past you didn't like me to leave for overseas, so I didn't sign up for SEP. I've decided to try signing up now. And I got it. I'm wondering whether I should go. If you were here you would definitely say no. But I really love te experience new things. And we will get into a fight - again.
Uni life is different without you. It has been 2 years with you; the next 2 years is up to me now.
Thanks for the wonderful 2 years though.