30 October 2008

HELP

I should be fleshing out my essay now, but as usual, I procrastinate and hand up crappy work which I will regret for a day and forget about it and regret again when my results come back. But here I am, blogging. Just want to heave a big

SIGH

Oh I don't know. So many things have happened/are happening lately. I wish things are simpler, throw back to a simpler time when people around me are happy. I guess when the going gets tough it makes it worse to be at a spiritual low at the same time.

I know God keeps knocking on my heart, and I'm too lazy to make the effort to open it. I guess I'm in deep crap right now - spiritual and secular. I hope I'll recover soon.

AH...