Refreshing
After I've written whatever I wrote below, I read the post on February's YF. My eyes were laid upon the part where I wrote about Christ's constant and incessent intercession for us - me! - everytime we've sinned.It's is comforting to know, that they are already forgiven.
So, whatever it is tomorrow, God has willed it to be so. Whether He wants to be harsh with me or not, let Him do what pleaseth Him.
"yet will I trust in HIM"...